10:28am Well, was supposed to be up more than an hour ago, but doing better than yesterday, so who cares? It’s a gradual process. I have a doctor’s appointment at 3:45 today because if I don’t get some muscle relaxers, my muscles are going to harden into steel and I will be the first robot with human emotions. Pain, oh the pain. Only problem is I’m supposed to leave here at 3:30 to meet Nicole around 4:15. Hmm. This presents a dilemma as I have somewhat of a reputation for being late and cancelling. Maybe can call and reschedule the doctor’s appointment. Ugh! If only I didn’t have phone phobia and didn’t mind calling people. An Oreo pudding cup would be really helpful right now but we don’t have any. Guess I’ll have to have chocolate chip ice cream for breakfast.
Still am unsure what to write about for my last essay.
10:27pm Went to doctor where I was prescribed muscle relaxers. Feeling very relaxed now. Mhmm, very relaxed.